I'm Sorry
antonia_1992
I'm sorry if im deppressed this week its coming up on the aniverssary of my friends death and i just cant be happy during this time.

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  • OMG they accused me of plagarism...they saw the note on me facebook and there all this is plagerised fromt here *insert facebook link*
  • i told them it was my account but because im registered in school under me mas last husbands name...they wont belive me   
 


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antonia_1992
okay so im really sick of these nightmares, why did ye kill yerself? why did i have te watch you die? is it seriously my goal in life te be surronded by death???

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antonia_1992

Im so sick of these nightmares, they scare the shite outta me

all these flashbacks

yuck
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So this whole wedding thing has been fucking hell my mums getting married saturday and like the last 3 times im doing the work.
Step dads daughter is coming tomorrow and i fucking cant stand that bitch she asks for money all the time, like we have any?
His mums so fucking worse i cant afford a grad or grad pics so shes rubs it in my face that my cousin is getting them....he's in grade 10 like fuck he has 2 years.
My non real cousins more like brothers and sisters (i grew up with them decided they were family not friends lol) are not making it but my sudo grandparents are so that makes up for it, I got guiness so i can stay in my room a have a smoke and drink.
then ofcourse Step dads mum says i look like a whore in my bridesmaid dress but mums maid of honor looks like athena *facepalm*
I wish i could choke her, i get homicidal thoughts about my family alot  lol
Watched BDS 1&2 cheered me up but all i want to do is cry, i miss my grampa he should be there i hate my mum but he should be there and its her fault.

Saving up for my tattoo im getting it at the end of this month :)

I felt like shit yesterday cause i yelled at my 4 month old brother for taking him away ( family thinks my grampa is reincarnation of him i dont)
i said if its the truth then i fucking hat your guts, the fucking kid loves me so much he just smiled which made me burst in to tears for yelling at him. i feel like a steamboat like building up.

Its getting fucking ridiculous.

Shit day
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So my parents enformed me the only reason they are keeping me is because they get checks for it.
I knew it I fucking new moving out because of them would result in them apologizing and begging me to come back home telling me it will be different. My mum does nothing in our house but produce shitheads I feel more and more fuckin irish everyday.
I'm sick of her getting married every knew guy. fuck the last 4 were rapist drug dealers and fucking child molesters, and i fucking know because i was their 12 year old bitch.
I'm sick of coming home to her passed out drunk babies crying and my fucking stepbrother fucking his girlfreind next to my room. I cant wait to go back home all I want to be is back home.
My grampa died this year, he was my father (not literally) he took care of me he brought me to school he went to work he taught me to fight use a gun and grow up right on these fucking streets.
He is all I had to llive for.
and now hes gone, i'm sick of therapist asking why i won't talk to them GET IT THROUGH YOUR SKULL FUCKHEADS ID RATHER LIVE ON THE STREET AGAIN.
I'm sick of walking around with a knife in my pocket and at my ankle because i can't walk 5 minutes without finding some scumbag who wants to kill, rape or just beat the shit out of me.
I'm only 17 and I moved out to get away from this shit, but nooo my stepdad had to have a heartattack and now im back here because my fucking family needs me. i cant wait to move to halifax work on a ship and get my ass home.
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antonia_1992

So I am really conflicted lol I hate Nickleback but then they go and make Shakin Hands and it tears my brains apart >.<
I reminds me of my life, I'm not a hooker lol I just mean the grittyness of the song it isnt easy in my home and songs like this make me feel better

(Hey, Hey)
She had her eyes on the prize as the girl next door
You grow up quick when you grow up poor
It's the only way to LA that she knows
The Hollywood pose: teeth, tits, and toes

It didn't take her long to leave the boulevard
So many Five Star friends with black credit cards
She'd try anything once
Cause anything goes
It never comes easy when you're digging for gold

(Hey, Hey)
Well she ain't no Cinderella
When she's getting undressed
'Cause she rocks it like the naughty wicked witch of the west
Far too pretty to be giving it cheap
That's why she's making six figures working three days a week
Yeah she'd even break a promise in the promise-land
She didn't make it this far by just shaking hands
She'd take your money make it twice as hot as anyone can
She didn't make it this far by just shaking hands

(Hey, Hey)
I doubt she'd even let the devil buy her little black book
City Hall would probably fall off if anyone got a look
Every A-List player is her favorite friend
Since they all taste the same in the back of the Benz
A congressman would call her every once in a while
Got the school girl skirt on the top of the pile
She'd done everyone once
And everyone knows
You got to get a little dirty when you're digging for gold

(Hey, Hey)

Far to pretty to be giving it cheap
That's why she's making six figures working three days a week
Yeah she'd even break a promise in the promise-land
She didn't make it this far by just shaking hands
She'd take your money make it twice is hot as anyone can
She didn't make it this far by just shaking hands

Well someone spilled the beans and now her name's in the press
Tough to keep it all a secret when you're one of the best
The judge is going easy because he paid for her chest
Yeah he loves little naughty wicked witch of the west

Far to pretty to be giving it cheap
That's why she's making six figures working three days a week
Yeah she'd even break a promise in the promise-land
She didn't make it this far by just shaking hands
She'd take your money make it twice is hot as anyone can
She didn't make it this far by just shaking hands
She'd take your money make it twice as hot as anyone can
She didn't make it this far by just shaking hands





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